And the verdict is…

Successful. As much as everything isn’t going the way I anticipated I still manage to keep a positive outlook on life. Many really don’t see that there really is a good side to everything. I have the habit of kicking out negativity and soaking in everything else. It’s a good trait to always look ahead and not behind. The past is what has lead us to where we currently stand. We not need forget, but reminisce about what events took place. I really feel like I’m going in circles here. It’s practically 5am and I still haven’t slept yet. Say thanks to Calculus 2 and Chemistry exams. Calculus 2 really isn’t as difficult as I thought it would be. The first half of the class was a struggle to keep sanity and pleasure in separate places. Now I am able to bring both together without any concern. Doing these problems is really not a big deal to me anymore. I think they are pretty fun. I know what a square right. Hey I do whatever it takes to get the job done, even if it means enjoying what I do. Isn’t that the point of going to school? To get a degree in something you like? Or at least that’s how I see it. I want to get a degree in something I like and hopefully get a job and enjoy doing it.

I really should be sleeping. It was a bad idea to drink an energy drink at 10PM. Now I’m pretty wired up and have a hard time sleeping. DInner today was unexpected and was very pleasant. Dudong texted me and told me to have dinner with him, in a not so gay manner, and some other friends. The place we went to was called Little Sheep Mongolian Hot Pot. Supposedly it’s a chain of restaurants all over China and some select places in the USA. Turns out there’s another location in Union City. Which is excellent since I live in the East bay. Definitely worth a try, that is if you like hot pot. Just make sure to bring friends who will eat Lamb. Haha.

Once again, I feel lost and undecided in what I want to do with school. I still am on the path to get my AA in Physics and eventually get a BS in Mechanical and Aeronautical Engineering. But I’m also looking into being a firefighter. It’s just been interesting to me this whole time. I don’t knwo what about it, is interesting to me. IN doing this, it will take a long time. Not really. It’s a longer process, but will reap better rewards. Or so I believe. I think this will be better in the long run. Firefighters can’t be outsourced. People 2,000 miles away can’t put our fires away. It’s a 3 step process in becoming a firefighter. EMT => Paramedic => FIrefighter. It will take time do accomplish, but it seems to look promising to me. I need to make up my mind soon.

BTW I’m on a 3 week hiatus from video games. That’s the plan!!! I doubt that will work because I seem to have video games as my relaxing point, where no one can bother me, and I’m at an equilibrium. Plus my xbox is the heart of where I watch flicks, especially since the new update released. In the meantime, my Blackberry pearl is horrible, it’s battery life is horrific. I don’t like the iPhone anymore. I actually want the Nokia 6650. Basic flip phone with Symbian OS. Awesome possum. Anyways I’m going to go snooze as much as I can. I do have Class/Work/Studying too. Not necessarily in that order, but what say do I have with a set schedule? For the meantime I leave you with this quote, “Until you value yourself, you won’t value your time. Until you value your time, you will not do anything with it.”